Do you think he would text back?:/ 10 points?

I have liked this boy for one long year now:/ and we never talked properly untill november last year.. We were really close and we both liked eachother and he texted me first for agess but we never went out.. Then this other girl in november split uo with her boyfriend and came along... She liked him and i asked him about it and he said he just saw her as a mate.. So i was ok but my friemd wasmt having it and she phoned him up and had a go at him and he didnt talk to me for 2 weeks.. Then at scgool i told him what happened and we were ok but by that time he grew to like this other girl aswell as me:/ amd then there was alot of drama between me and this girl so i told him to go for her.. I dont know what i was really thinking i guess i just wanted him to beg for me?:S :/ so they went out and i still texted him but he never really replied and we had a fallout and he said he has better things to do than text me.. I apoligised to him in this long text and said goodbye and i was sorry for everything and he never replied and we havent spoken for a month:/ in lessons he sits near me abd talks to EVERYONE around him except me.. Its like im not even there.. :/ i never dare text him anymore and he has been going out with this girl for about 2 months:/ i cant let go.. And i dont want to.. I just want us to atleast talk! But i get nothing anymore.. If i text him soon i dont know if i should because i would be gutted if he didnt reply.. I only ser him in two lessons a week and hes with his mates and he flirts with this other girl and then looks at me! :/ i dont know what to do dont tell me to move on because i cant and wont. I want to move on when i want to and it wouldnt feel right plus i cant force myself.. What do i do? Help? Thanksss:)